User Profile

Hello and good day, my name is Elaina. This journal is about me, my life and plans, dreams hopes and wishes as well. I'm a very healthy, young and attractive lady. I live in a hick town with my mother and pets. I enjoy school and am looking forward to College. I love to laugh and have a great time with people I care about.

I have many good friends. Many interesting, stupid, retarded and good hearted friends. My interests vary depending on the mood I'm experiencing. I enjoy reading psychology books, fiction or non-fiction, but preferably non-fiction. I take interest in Geography, and would like to pursue it as a career one day. Specifically I'd like to be an Evirontmental Technician and help preserve the earth. Alot of bad things are happening to this world and if we don't take care of what little we have left, our fate could be left upto the world's self destruction.

My moods vary depending on the area and situation. I'm either one extreme or the other.
My opinions on matters such as education, government, and relgious topics vary. I believe the education system could be better, and that a lot of things could be executed in a more preferable manner. I believe in evolution, and that the possibility of a higher power existing is unlikely.

Periodically, I can be psychologically unstable. My emotions often get mixed up with my intentions causing confusion and lack of realistic thought.
I enjoy the odd casual affairs, but take matters more seriously when my internal feelings demand I make a solid choice on the future being of the relationship. Being heterosexual, I find males who have great intentions and high ambitions to be the most attractive. The chemistry of our personalities has to be compatible. If this does not apply to the situation then everything seems akward. As well; the importance of them having blue eyes is also a big factor to my interest. Appearance isn't everything, but when you truly feel for that person appearance is nothing.

I favor walking on a daily basis to keep form. I've had sucessful weightloss and the sweet taste of revenge. I've kept a steady job and enjoy doing it since it involves physical exercise semiweekly. I like long walks in the woods, and calm seating by the waterfront.

I have a very strong compulsions to gamble and save money. Money. Money. Money. I can say it over and over and I just drool with affection. I have terrible issues with money, it is one thing I resent more than anything in this world. I love it yet I hate it. The second thing I hate in this world is persons who thrive on being miserable. Jealousy is not one of my weaknesses. It is an emotion my mind rarely takes into consideration. But it is the third thing that I despise in a person.

There are so many different personalities that it is hard to agree on which ones I can actually get along with. I definately do not like the bullshitting liar; the on going soap opera; dangle the carrot; the bitchy bossy bully; the social Klutz; the chatterbox; or the silent but deadly volcanoes. I am, however, a mix of 3 personalities - the angry pugilist, the penny pinching miser and the emotional refrigerator. I can have quite the temper, but temper doesn't usually show unless I'm raging with anger. Cheap comes along when money steps into play at any time, and refridgerator comes when my emotions get tangled and can't tell people how I feel.

I am a dreamer. But ulike the ordinary dreamers, I actually take my dreams into action plans and often find how to get what I want. I enjoy nature. It encompasses my every being I have inside me and I dwell on the sites and sounds all around me. One day I will live far away from society in the midst of all the beauty.

-Meoff

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